hehehe
spent some time debating the acceptability of sending a text message to a ‘former boyfriend’ saying ‘happy anniversary of the conception of our child’
seems inappropriate but also ‘cathartic’ somehow
maybe not even cathartic really
you don’t remember
that’s not really your fault
wrote a ‘thing’ instead
but the ‘thing’ sucked
spent some time debating whether to do ‘crying’
seems annoying and upsetting but also ‘cathartic’ somehow
maybe not even cathartic really
i should learn to live with remembering things
spent my childhood being perpetually groomed
today I went to an exhibition at ‘stills’ gallery in Edinburgh it was ship-related steve edwards wrote an article I read steve edwards did a talk at the gallery and he seemed drunk and stupid [sorry steve] people shouldn’t throw other people’s phones around @former-boyfriend happy v-day whale fly after my roommate vomits which is often the landing space near the bathroom smells like hamsters there are many places in the world that smell like babies butts earlier I stood in the bathroom for three minutes because I felt ‘pressured’ to go to the toilet I am in the bath want to make a list of every male/female who has ever potentially been ‘grooming’ me I kissed someone on valentine’s day, hehe I spoke about my mother for a while earlier and I got watery eyes. I get watery eyes a lot when I think about my mother what would you say if i was really a celebrity read a thing about a hairstyle called a ‘lob’ earlier seems good
while listening to organ/trumpet piece on spotify finally acknowledged deep-set, long-standing ‘crush’ on my ex-music teacher [organist on piece] after variously affecting indifference/hatred towards him for nearly five years
now grinning to myself
feels good
spencer madsen is polluting my twitter & i fricken ❤ it
lol
i am a decoy
something i will never accept is that people should learn to love other people in the past tense
thought that re: death initially but now that i think about it seems bad [in general]
when i was four i was bored before church so i painted my parents’ favourite desk white with tippex
**inside scoop***
imagined ‘u-neeq’ to be the ‘youth version’ of ‘mis-teeq’
was going to tweet about it but thought i’d check if ‘u-neeq’ exist irl
which they do
(o)_(o)
it’s friday night everyone
drinking kopparbergs and watching sinister al jazeera live footage i guess
http://www.livestation.com/aljazeera-mubasher
the world is big and bad and scary
there are dead people in this video
This simple, direct, colorful, anti-drug ad (featuring what most experts by now have agreed is some kind of “cat-toad hybrid”) was created in 30 or 40 seconds by an unpaid intern for Drug Abuse Reinforcement Education (better known as D.A.R.E.) in 1999, one year after the program was disqualified from receiving federal funding because they “failed to meet federal guidelines that they be both research-based and effective,” according to Wikipedia. The ad was widely appreciated for its minimalism and relatively creative approach; it was disastrous, however, in terms of its actual function. In all but one of the targeted demographics drug use increased drastically—by 36% for pre-K to 2nd grade, 38% for 7th grade to 12th grade, 44% for college students. The only demographic registering a decrease, of an almost negligible 4%, was 3rd grade to 6th grade, perhaps because children of that age group are especially afraid of being shunned or harassed for their appearance.
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lol the only good things about my reviews are the hamsters
